Why do we play mind games with people?why do we lead people on?have u ever thought of putting yourself in that position?why am i asking these questions?how did i get here?there are just too many questions to ask but very few answers.
I was one of those that enjoyed playing mind games with people.it gave me so much pleasure that i didnt realise i was hurting and breaking hearts.i thought it was normal or maybe i was just a natural.
well,i was like this for years until i met someone that i really like,a very nice boy.i was in my third year,didnt know he was nice sha
He was one of the big boys in school,he had really cool friends.i didnt like his attitude but when i got close,i realised he was completely different from the person that the school knew him to be.he was soooooo sweet.
The young man fell in love with me,i was messing with his feelings blah blah blah..........................and then one day,he called n said he was coming to see me.n i asked how cos i knew his car was bad.He said he was going to call one of his friends and the friend disappointed him.His friends never liked me because they knew I was messing with their pal's feeling.cant blame them right?hmmmm...moving on...
Anyways, this boy ended up doing some ISRAELITE JOURNEY just to see my pretty face*batting eyelashes*.
I was beyond shocked.didnt know where or how to start gisting with him.so i came out with the truth that i liked him but i don't love him.he deserves someone better..........blah blah blah.........and so on and so forth.
The young man felt very stupid and yes,he did the ISRAELITE JOURNEY back.i felt really bad for him.
That night was the last time i saw Mr.nice and caring and he stopped picking my calls.i became the stalker,sent apologies to him through some friends,called his lines every minute but there was no answer.it was then i realised, i had lost a dear friend but it was TOO LATE to make amends.
So i started thinking,hmmm.........wat exactly do we gain from hurting people?do we get a medal for doing that?does it make us hotter or better?or maybe we just like the title most 'sought after'.
I learnt the hard way.
Wat about u?Any regrets? should we still continue?Or i wasnt good at the game?
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